When he thought he thought thought

He had made his way through the company, looking back at it all he realized that no one before him within his class or lienge would have ever made it...
now he reside on it all, to him the world seemed for a while as in his grabs, but he failed to realize that he had made a big mistake, he forgot that there are those who are bigger than who he is or he will ever be
“ sometimes we talk and I think he understands , he seems reasonable on the some of the phone calls I get from him, and other times I just dont get him at all” he said.

He had grown up at time when the country was excelling forward but with no direction forward it was certainly moving but to where? To whom? It was all confusing as there was no one in the cockpit seat.

They told him “ its time for you to step off this seat, there was a time for your kind to lead somethings no however we dont need you anymore, we kept watching your moves, you certainty is full of your self, dont worry these things happens to people who rub shoulders with people like us, a dog hanging with a pack of wolves never makes him a wolf”

he thought to him self at least I made my views clear, I think to the outside world where ever that world is I made my points I tried to make this place looks like a something that its not and it will never be.

I do think I am better than these people but I don't have the guts to say it to their face, I just cant, fear consumes me... of what I cant say, I know I will be harmed somehow I don't know how or where,

there was one of the boys sitting down, he was like he was familiar with all that stuff about education and all that shit, he told him “You know your topic came up plenty of time, we talk like you..you know that, we wondered on many occasions as to what are thinking putting all that shit out.... really just do you think you are, your right we dont tend to chase those, but we follow what they say we know that it wont grow beyond you, you know that you do read the news ?”

reside or not he knew he was done for this time, at the end it was only those few he had recruited that were looking at him with admiration, perhaps even those who he actually benefited from him bringing them here.

The simplest of all sandwiches Kraft Processed, those that comes in tin cans, and your choice of strawberry Halawani Jam or Peach Jam, with a loaf of bread، just spread the jam and cut the cheese in slices and lay three to two slices on the the top of the jam. and eat